This is going to be a rant! but whatev’s I need to let go off it!
Somebody wants to bring shit from the past and then I remember everything about that day.
Oh yes the awesomeness or re-living the pain.
I personally had moved on because you need to let go of the crap that eats you alive. So you wont be eaten and instead you can eat some fucking food and not be all depressed and starve!!!
Now I don’t know what the truth is to people but to me the truth is what the fuck I lived, what the fuck I said, what the fuck I felt, what the fuck I did, and all the fucks in between!
You asked me once and I told you my truth.
you asked again and I told you the SAME TRUTH.
So now that you ask for it again months later what makes you believe the TRUTH has miraculously changed???
Cause SHOCKER it hasn’t.
So thank you for completely shitting on my day yesterday and making me go through all the things I lived, I felt, I said, and I did.
Just an FYI nothing was achieved in our sorry excuse of a “conversation” it just made us get mad at each other!
P.S. I typed this right after so yeah now I’m not mad and angry I’m just glad that shit is over! I thought about deleting it but oh who cares! I need to send it off to its on way…. away from me!